[Saluk]

Hey there Guys,

So just an update, not going to lie have gambled again since my last post opened up 2 different accounts and then lost around £450, scary thing was i wasnt even bothered about it just felt good to take my mind off things, that was the last available money i had…

I have now found a 2nd job which i am going to start on Monday for an additional 4 hours a day and this extra money will compensate and give me my desired disposable income i wanted to have and would of had if i hadnt of had my huge loss..

The problem is im finding it hard to get my head around doing this job, it will be hard work straight after a night shift will be killer and tiring, and minimum wage, its difficult to get my head around as i would have to do this extra job for 5 years to make the same amount of money i lost in 2 hours… Its mind blowing…

Have opened a notice savings account now so will not be able to touch any money saved, and am considering swapping my iphone for a samsung so i can get a betting filter for mobile as betfilters ios seems to be taking an age to be released… Am hoping to get my car i wanted also on finance of course, will hopefully take the sting out of working all these extra hours when i can see something im working to pay off…

No more suicidal thoughts, but many depressing days and nights thinking about it all and where i could have been etc etc… Could be worse, could be a lot better, first loan payment has come out only another 59 to go 🙁 i have been finding myself playing slots online for free though using the fake money games playing through £5k on max bets a lot which is worrying, i have no access to any funds currently, no credit other than my loan and hopefully with my savings account this should stop me…

S

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