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Hi all,

Its with deepest regrets and guilt that i had relapse after staying GF for 127 days. Gambled for excat 2 months and today i’m back to a new journey to start GF.

It is with lots of mental tolls, tireness and distraction of gambling that it affects focus on work, family and personal well being. I believe that gambling is a life time illness for me. I cant cure it but i do need to find ways to stop and to prevent relapse. Something that i will have to accept it, face it and do something about it.

Every period of relapse allow time to move faster then usual when trying to stay GF, sort of happier during gambling moments in certain ways. But however, the same mental tolls , same negative effects will still continue to come back in a same way in the end. I can choose to continue to gamble but it has become too mental tiring and unhealthy that i tell myself to stop this morning and to do what is right.

Good important side is that i had know recently that my wife is expecting our 2nd baby which we been trying for couple of years. I am overwhelmed with happiness and pray that everything will be good. It become even more important for me to be GF!

With this, im determined to work again on staying GF, focusing on work, family and personal health being.

Im worried about relapse, but i believe that i can only take baby steps on each daily day.

Can i do it this time? Can i have a welcome gift to my newborn when he/she is out into the new world that im still on GF and will continue to be?

1st March 2021 @ GF day 1, here i am coming for you!

I will continue to journal and will always welcome any good personal feedback or advice.

I hope we can keep each other motivated in this GF journey and i will be keeping everyone in daily prayers, may god bless and help us all!

Sunny

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Happy to hear that u are GF for 10 days. Keeping it going Steph!

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Keeping everyone in GT in my prayers for strength and help .

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Hang in there my friend. U can do it again. Stay strong and keep you in prayers

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Keep going G Rec. Hope you are doing well. Keeping you in my prayers.

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@ GF 127 days.

Blessed xmas to all.

Sunny

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Hi G Rec, i can totally feel you for going thru the relapse. But it is good and important that you are coming truth about it. I think charles or someone had mentioned that our recovery journey will take a long period of battle or even life time as this gambling addiction temptation will be in us, i totally agreed on that.

Therefore it is exteremly important to never let our guards down inregardless how long we stay GF. As any one moment of bet again will trigger the bad journey back.

Right now, we maybe pointing to no where during journey of trying to stay GF. But once we have stay GF totally, we will see the future to be difference and that its so much better!

Keep challange yourself to stay GF, show it to people around you or even us that you can do it!

Stay motivated and strong buddy!

Sunny

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@ GF 124 days.

Thank you Newshoulder for your kind words. I hope you can continue to work hard to stay off gambling.

Remember for our future, family and many more! 🙂

Lets keep ourself motivated and to stay strong.

Sunny

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Hi Charles!

Thank you for being always here for everybody. You are indeed inspirational and wishing you and your family a good upcoming merry safe christmas!

Sunny

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@GF 123 days.

Was tempted over the weekend. Now its a fresh new week. Stay strong and work hard!

Sunny

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@ GF 122 days

Thank you Darkenergy for the encouragement.

Had some thoughs on some gambling yesterday but manaaged to shake it off.

Identified the trigger and finding a routine to work it off.

Lets all keep it going. Be strong and god bless us all 🙂

Sunny

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@ GF 120 days (4 months)

Reaching 1st small milestone of 4 months GF. I am determined to continue working on this journey.

Press on, fight on and may god bless us all in this journey.

Cheers
Sunny 🙂

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Hi! Welcome to this GT forum and im happy to see you taking the first step to quit gambling.

Keep posting on updates. Stay strong and motivated during this journey! I believe we all can do it together and we all should support each other during this journey. 🙂

Cheers
Sunny

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@ GF 118 days

Breaking down my journey of being GF. 1st small milestone of 2 more days to 4 months being GF.

Looking forward to it ane lets all stay strong for this journey. 🙂

Sunny

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Hi K. Its a good start and well done coming past a week to be GF. Keep working on it! With perserverence i believe you can do it on working a lot more around with your family.

Importantly do not give up. Be strong always, remember your family ahead of all. 🙂

Sunny

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