I have tried quitting many times but always end up back at the slots. I have damaged my life monumentally. I try to limit my access to money and transportation. My husband often gives in and hands me his debit card because he hates seeing me get so sick. I have many illnesses including ptsd, depression, and rts. We have four wonderful kids, three with autism. My husband is a disabled veteran. Our life is challenging and gambling had been my escape. Now it’s a prison. Any advice is appreciated as it is becoming impossible to believe this can be beaten.