Hi jvr3419,
You have done a very good job!
When you shared about emotional dysregulation, it inspire me to seriously think about the following:
Should I follow my heart or follow my mind or follow a Higher Power in recovery?
What is the better way to work my recovery and repentance?
Is admitting defeat and surrendering to my addiction enough to stay stop?
I would like to say to everyone: even though the process of self-discipline is really tiring, it is always much less costly than gambling. I hope that everyone can make themselves successful in quitting gambling and living a better life through self-discipline!