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… and still free of bets… pokies of any.

Now the major challenge is starting to loose weight… tomorrow morning i hope to start the jogging in the park/streets.

Best regards and stay focused!

Distractions are all over the place!

Regards,

V.

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It’s great feeling!

Of course that some urges still are as you can see pokies and sports bet agencies all over the places.

However, I am confident will go through this.

I am lucky that no “major” damages were done and I dom’t have the confident problems with the love one.

Regards,

V.

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Still no bets so everything is ok. This is the first time when i had a real reason to overcome this disease. Marriage and child soon. So i fully trust i can make it happen. All the way.

I am trying to loose some kilos but a lot of travelling but after all it s hard to start that too. I have some cards for gym sobhopefully from next month will change that too.

Hope everyone is doing ok and wish all of u to find the inner strength to get past these bad times.

[fmm1988]

A lot of work as usual to be done.

I am also thinking about loosing some weight. I should be aroud 83-84 and now I am around 100.

This is the toughest test. I must brace myself and start at once this diet combined with a lot of sport.

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Thank you!

[fmm1988]

Great work Jay!

We shouldn*t be upset when the loved one don*t trust us.

After all, we did that to ourselves and we should make efforts to regain the trust.

Great job anyway!

V.

[fmm1988]

Lot of work to do at HQ.

Yesterday had some emotions with the WD plans which could have postponed the WD…

After all today I hope I will solve the problems.

Best regards to all of you readers….

V.

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Today it was a last betting slip which was place over 3 weeks ago and the last two matches were to be played to win 550 EUR.

The first 10 games were won and today should have been a win.

Fortunately it was a loss and now I can cut the roots of bad habit for good. It is much better because I would have bet the winnings and maybe relapsed.

So far a lot of work to do, even today but also some money in the account.

Should work like this, must do it to work. I trust myself that I am not such an addict and bettings CANNOT rule my life and dictate my mood.

That can be done my my wife, by my dog, by my parents, friends, coworkers and so on.

I can accept that and live with it.

Best regards and hope all of you readers all the best!

V.

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Caught with the usual business at work. No worries so far.

[fmm1988]

Really not having a strategy on that, I must admit. For the moment no close persin knows about my “passion” which i intend to let go as this hasn’t messed up my life so badly… iam atarting a saving economy with my future wife so all the money will go there for saving and to keep all temptations away.

This is my strategy… the only one so far.

[fmm1988]

Really not having a strategy on that, I must admit. For the moment no close persin knows about my “passion” which i intend to let go as this hasn’t messed up my life so badly… iam atarting a saving economy with my future wife so all the money will go there for saving and to keep all temptations away.

This is my strategy… the only one so far.

[fmm1988]

Early work to do in the morning and then a lot tobwork at the office. Plus a trip to the insurance company to be able to repair my car.

No urge to do anything else… just very tired.

[fmm1988]

Peaceful day with my gf and the family. Tommorow could be a day which could bring some money so i hope for the best.

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Full of snow but good result in the end.

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Succes plus 4.5 km of running.

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