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03/25/2022 I’m a sick compulsive gambler. today I will start my clean date. it’s like I have no control. step 1 is a no brainer. I’m powerless over gambling.
Let’s start fresh here. 03/24/2022 clean date let’s go!!
Clean date is today. I’m ready and have a desire to quit.
I hit big and lost half of winnings. I am still down overall in life. I am starting my clean date today 03/11/2022
Almost went 60 days. Relapsed. My clean date will start 03/01/2022. Was testing and tempting myself. Learned from this. Let’s go back to clean street.
56 days clean. Just keep posting in here. It works better than anything I have done in the past besides GA meetings. It works if you work it!
53 days clean. I have been testing and tempting my self in a weird way. I watch others lose/win money on tiktok (95% lose). For some reason that replaces my bordeum. It pops up and I watch but the weird thing is I don’t even care to do it. It’s kind of a constant reminder that no matter how big you win you can’t walk away. I’ve seen some people win massive amounts only to lose it all. That’s a good reminder fresh in my brain that it’s not about the money it’s about the action. Once I get to 90 days my habit will change and the less need for even watching others. I guess you can say it’s a form of sick compulsive gambling therapy. Lol
Proud of you keep it going man. Let’s chat later this week and talk.
49 days clean. This message board works wonders. 💪.. my business had a minor set back not really anything to worry about. A learning curve for sure and it made me think about gambling but I posted in here immediately and the urge subsided.
46 days clean just checking in
45 days clean just checking in
42 days clean. Sorry I haven’t been posting. Got real busy with work stuff. Life is great now.
36 days clean! It’s been great and I feel great. One day at a time.
Just checking in all is well!
Checking in. 33 days clean and I am at peace with myself. I finally have a rock solid foundation for success in this lifetime of recovery. I seen huge success with my business. Something that would of failed if I continued to be in action. God is good! .