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Now I get a certain amount from my business a month which is ok to live on I don’t ask financial help from my family but all of that money is going into gambling then I am getting loans from various people that I have to hide from my wife and family just to keep up with my gambling needs I have tried everything the urge does not finish if it keeps on going like this I see my self in very big trouble my parents see me as a liability and I’m getting taunts everyday that I’m in my room etc but I wish if they could know what’s going on in my life at times I feel se low I had never taken loans in my life but this past year has totally finished me due dates pass by people start calling the depression gets real I just can’t get over the fact I lost my hard earned savings in a matter of months
Hi there everyone it’s my first time writing out on a forum like this I have a severe addiction to sports betting I have been betting for the past 6 to 7 years at first I used to gamble small amounts for the past year and a half I have started betting large amounts I have lost more than 100k in a year I just can’t seem to figure a way to quit my life has become depressed iam married I have a child another child is coming soon I have gambled all my savings and I’m still gambling whatever I’m making out of my business I am from a decent and strong financial family but I have lost respect in my family eyes all they see is me in my room and I get called by the name gambler I have been stuck in my room for the apst year my routine is I just wake up and start gambling i have lost all my social life I have gained a lot of weight I have lost all my money I am in debt aswell but gbling is not leaving me alone I can’t seem to open upto my family and tell them I will get more humiliated I know it’s all to blame me it’s like I am ignoring important expenses that have to be made in my life and I am redirecting my finances into gambling I block my self from one website then I open a acc on another I just can’t seem to understand what to do I had saved up to open another business but all money is gone now I keep thinking how will I get back on track I don’t feel like leaving my room