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Sit here writing this post almost in tears because a special friend is getting married in a day. Sometimes when we would hang out all we would do is just talk for hours about our wedding day. Not knowing that within a year she would not only move interstate but meet her husband. And as I think about my beautiful friend walking down that aisle I almost lose my breath knowing that I will not be there. She is an amazing, wonderful person and I want nothing more than to see her walk down the aisle. Gambling has taken away that opportunity…. let me explain!
I have been clean for over four months. And in those four months I have had to pay so much debt off as I was drowning in my gambling mistakes. This led me to not being able to save enough even though I worked hard. We pay many prices for our mistakes and no one needs to tell us how much we have lost because of gambling.
Somehow this feels like one of the most painful things. And I don’t know how to get through this weekend knowing I won’t be there in celeberation. I have sent flowers and a present, it doesn’t seem enough.
My little vent here is to perhaps let us not forget how our actions today will affect us in the future.
So for today I choose to not gamble my life away can not spare to lose any more.
Only a fool plays a fools game
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