[maria123456]

Hi everyone, I just wanted to pop in and say hello. I have been gone for a very long time. I am still gambling here and there. Nothing to what I used to be doing. I do recognize a few people on here. This is a very hard battle to fight. But I am getting better with fighting it. My life is very messed up right now. My Dad who is 83 is here at home with us on Hospice. He has terminal cancer…Melanoma. My Mom passed away 8 yrs. ago here at home on Hospice too. My emotions are all over the place. I love my Dad more than words can say. This is a horrible cancer…ALL cancer is horrible. He tried chemo once, but got very sick. He is just too old to handle the chemo:( So we sit here every day watching this cancer eat away at him. I hate it so much. We are living 1 day at a time right now. I cherish every day I have with my Dad. I also have to be careful…..Gambling at the casino is the best escape for me. I learned this after my Mom died. I got very carried away, and I cannot let that happen again. CANNOT. My family means too much to me. I will pop back on tomorrow. I am going to go and sit with my Dad and watch a little t.v. with him:) Take care…Maria

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