I am very depressed and upset with myself today too! It was just a little over 2 months ago that I had gambled, I banned myself from 14 casinos nearby, but one of them had a harder ban process almost like a joke like they didn’t know how to ban, so I didn’t ban there and in my mind I didn’t like that casino and thought I wouldn’t go there to gamble ever anyway! Well, I did- this past weekend after 2 months of playing catch up and working my butt off to try to get ahead from all the previous binges and mess up, for no apparent reason I went there, then I lost a lot, then I went back trying to chase and lost more, then I returned for a third time and lost way way more! Now my saving is gone, and I am sick inside! I have tried to quit on so many occassions and I am hoping to get help with counseling this week, but I understand how you feel. Fortunately for me, I do not like online gambling.. But my thing is the lights the glitz, the escape of the casino and I just can’t seem to overcome it yet! Please know that there are others out there in your same situation, which is why I came here, I am desperate to just talk to others and try to make some kind of sense of this whole mess! Let’s start over together! We can do this! We can quit!!!
