When I could not stop gambling, I wish I could stop and stay stop in gambling.
After I have stop and stay stop in gambling, I actually wish I can gamble and stop like a normal person.
I am very mindful that I have a happy problem
I have finally stop and stay stop in gambling for more than a year
It was wrong for me to think that I can gamble and stop like a normal person
I cannot do that, it is a lie, I do not listen to the lie.
If I listen to the lie, if I follow the lie, I will get into troubles without fail.
When I am bored or lonely, it is a blessing in disguise
this is a void left behind by my self-destructive behaviors
I learn to keep my free time occupied with healthier and non harmful choice or activity.
Last bet 23 April 2024
Gamble free days – 406