[Don14765]

I haven’t posted for a while…
So here goes ….I feel as if I desperately want to be able to control
And enjoy gambling…
Set aside a budget…
Stick to
It….
I try hard to do that …
So, so many games and ways
To
Lose; yes, lose your money
Out there….
I hardly ever win….
Last year I managed to win $1,200
Playing sports
Online …
I truly believe
I’m trying to re- live
That moment and win Again 🙁
Ive
Done nothing but lose last few weeks …
Ive
Probably put back all of that $1,200
That
I “won”
I sometimes fantasize about
How I could quit my job or
But this …or that if I won…..?

I think I gotta realize these sites
And Casinos
Are NOT in business to make me rich 😒