Hi i am writing here to acknowledge my gambling problem. I have been told it is an illness. My gambling has progressed to a state that is totally out of control and i am scared. I have lost my job, my motivation, my joy, my happiness, my contentment, so much money, so many years (around Ten) all to gambling. My life is totally totally out of control and it has spiralled down into this heap it is now. I have to try to get up but it is so so hard to stop. I want to stop this madness. This is no way to live. I have tried to stop and i have not been successful at all. I cant stop going, i cant stay away for more than a day. I am going crazy.

Goodbye gambling