[lavende94]

Hi everyone

Am back with sad news last time I said am going to rehab . And indeed I went there and get help but without God it’s hard after two months of rehab , I relapse big time to a point when I don’t have money I borrowed more than my salary and it’s hurt bcz I want to let it go but my brain cannot ..

Now my last bet was on 20somethng March 2023 . My family knew about my addiction but didn’t knw I relapse . So I had to tell them and invite God to help me ,

Let’s say it day 15 without gamble , I ruined my life my relationship with my husband Like am a mess I turned to drink alcohol frequently something that I used to hate . Now am battling with my credit some is loan shack . I need help advice, anything that can help to take this demon out of my mind yes am willing to do anything . It’s hard

[lavende94]

Day 25 .
The day pass by free gamble .
Spending some time with my son a day at a time the urge is fading away but I need to be permanent gone .

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