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I can also relate to this
I have been gambling for 2 years now and just stopped 8 months ago… I have few slip ups but i always picked myself up and reflect on what the **** i just did,,, its true that cg is an emotional thing whenever im depressed something bad happed i turned to gambling its not about the money its about the feeling of being a winner,,, its like im a loser in every category in life why not be a winner in gambling, iam too is watching sports mostly basketball,,, i have been betting and winning and eventually lose,,, i closed most of my accounts on online gambling but there is one website that gave me this 200 bonus and i thought if that wins ill run away,,, and i stayed and syayed until i deposited another 500 on that account,,, i dont think i can gamble responsibly because every time i win i want to win and win and win again,,, even if i dont follow other sports i will bet on them just to get that feeling,,, i found out that i will have a child soon,,, my wife is pregnant 3 months now and iam making a commitment to really stop and think about my child when i place a bet,,, i would really really would like to stop completely but sometimes my emotions are stronger than me,,, wish yo all the best in our recovery one day at a time God bless you all