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Chasing the winning and losing, until there is no more money to continue.

Winning only allow gambling to take control of us for a longer period of time.

I feel very free now. My mind is automatically switch off and not thinking of any gambling.

I did not have to suffer and struggle with two forces inside me fighting one another. I do not have to hear one voice telling me to gamble and the other telling me not to gamble.

There is freedom in my mind; I do not feel like I was tied to a chain of addiction. I feel happy, it felt like I was release from a prison. It will stay this way if I do not pick up my first drink or gamble.

Everything will change once I start drinking or gambling.