I hated the person I was when I gambled. I don’t hate the person I am when I don’t gamble. I don’t love him all the time. But I’m getting better.
I know that if I was watching a older movie about myself I would have said one thing over and over again. Just stop already! If I was watching the same movie now I would say… Stay the course… and things will come. When an opportunity comes be ready… Have money saved. Be in a place to take advantage of an opportunity. Prepare for the future so hopefully you can retire at some point possibly.
When you had 170 days or so how did that feel?
