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This was the second site i searched for after “how to die painless” this isnt how I imagined myself at this young age.
I have worked a full time career since i was 17 but am thousands in debt and i have nothing to show for it. I have now sold my car, , my bikes, my phone and all i have left is this laptop. My Dad is now in debt because of me.. and all i can think about doing.. is gambling everything i have to try and pay him back. Please tell me there is a way out of this…
All i have to be happy about right now is that i do not yet have a family of my ow that is being dragged down by my stupidity aswel.
I am a strong person with a job that doesnt have space for me to be deppressed or show weakness… (i would lose my job)
I cannot figure out for the life of me why it is i see no sense when it comes to deciding if i should just gamble my last £20 or keep it for food… i will just keep going until i have nothing.. and now i really do have nothing. I begrudge buying a Costa coffee for £3 yet i will put £1000 in a machine and not even blink. I feel like i have been cursed and no matter how much i know that this addiction will be the death of me… i cannot see sense.. not for me and not even for my parents.
Sorry if i have ruined anyones day, but this is a weight lifted.
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I am the same way, I will not throw money away anywhere but a casino. It’s crazy!!!! I also know what it feels like to just want to die. I wish I had some words to ease what you are going threw. I don’t. However we gave enough of our money,time and ourselves this evil addiction. Ending your life would just be an easy way out and your pain may or may not go away but why hurt your family?? I promise there is a way out. It will just take some time and hard work. You made the first step by coming here. Read as much as you can and put up as many road blocks to keep you from gambling and slowly but surely things will improve. Hang in there. I will be praying for you.
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Hi John334, You came here and that is the first step. I know that you are feeling hopeless and full of despair but there is hope. Go to the help line here and talk to someone. I would suggest that you limit your access to cash. Give your cards over to someone you trust. There are support groups here and GA meetings you can attend. This addiction doesn’t go away by itself. We have to fight it! Don’t give up. Keep posting. There are many people who know what you are going through. There is a lot of support here. Stay strong.
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