[i’m_free]

The relapse has been well over a year but I have been a compulsive gambler for way longer than that… just saying. I’m fresh out of a relapse that escalated hugely and I’m here to be able to share about it and for that I am grateful. And I the title says… I am lucky to have some counseling that starts up tomorrow. Not feeling like a happy camper at all right now. Nothing like being dishonest with our own self. I have to gain some compassion for myself … it will come with time. free