I have been fighting this obsession with gambling since my fiance and I broke off the engagement. Before this happenned I never gambled, I actually frowned upon people who gamble, but now I frown upon myself. After 5 years of waking up every day wondering what line I am going to bet on or what online casino I am going to play in has completely broken me down. There have been huge ups and huge downs and I am currently way down. Now I still have money so I am not in debt to anyone and I have no credit debt issues so that is good. I need someone to please tell me to quit now and show me what will happen if I do not. This disease consumes my mind everyday I wake up. I lost 5,000 dollars yesterday and I don’t know how to go on today or even go to work. Can someone please give me some good advice to help me curve this urge to gamble. I play sports, I work out, I have a girlfriend and I work 50 hours a week yet I still have the urge to gamble alot. I don’t know what else I can do to get rid of this gut wrenching feeling. May god be with me because I feel alone in this situation. Thanks for listening and any advice would be greatly appreciated. God bless you all.