[lifedisrupted]

hi everyone,
I guess I did it again!
I have been doing really well for the past couple of months, had  a few relapses but kept it under  control, until last week!! What happend was that I actually won a fair amount on Sunday August 23rd, and then gambled all of it away within 3 days and ever since then have been feeling sick to my stomach which off course took me on a gambling binge chasing my losses! I am completely out of control! Yesterday I have really hit rock bottom and have gambled away every single penny I could get my hands on!  Luckly, a few months back I have seriously cut down limits on my debit cards so I could not do a lot of damage in terms of increasing my existing debts but still this months payments will be very hard to make!  
I am feeling depressed and sick to my stomach and ill worried about money.  I will even have to sell a nice piece of jewlery I had gotten, and this way under its woth, in order to pay one of my bills.
Every single dime you win in that casino is twice as cursed.             

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