What a nice post. Yes I think one of the things that we don’t realise when we are in action is how much gambling takes over our minds — so everything is seen through that lens.
Because I didn’t have much self-worth when I was gambling, then if people pulled me down — that was somehow okay with me. I deserved it.
Now I know I don’t deserve it — that I am better than that.
I have really enjoyed our debates over the last year and looking forward to talking to you more in 2020. Have a good Christmas.