Ok xt, I guess we have conflicting thoughts here:
First post:
«I now know have a gambling problem and need to stop!»
A later post:
«But now I still think I am (in control) but other say diffrent xx»
I guess you have to make a decision on those two things? Maybe look at the 20 questions they have on the GA website?
http://www.gamblersanonymous.org/ga/content/20-questions
Let us know how you score, it may help you make up you mind as to the extent of the problem/ how much «control» any of us have.
Keep posting.