I hear you Monica .
I guess in a way you are starting out again but in another way you have years of experience behind you .
You are so right about living in poverty -would you consider a job which didn’t match your qualifications and experience (ie a lower paid job) to tide you over while you deal with all this change in your life ?
I think there is always extra work coming up to Christmas – or would it be worth it with so much to pay out ?
I think the important thing right now is to get yourself to a healthy place in body and mind – it is hard enough to deal with this stuff when we are well never mind when our health is not good