My Daughter white knuckled it all this evening and she couldn’t take it anymore and she asked me to take her back to the city. Ordinarily, I would have begged and said almost anything to keep her here but I knew it wouldn’t change anything. We packed up her stuff in the car and I took her to the city and left her at a friend’s house. Before I left, I hugged her and held her so tight. I didn’t want to let her go!!! We both cried. I told her that I was here for her and to not give up on herself. My heart feels so sad and heavy. I said that I wouldn’t be upset if she didn’t follow through with the detox, but I cried all the way home. I kept thinking of all the bad things that can happen to her. I am so emotionally drained!! I HATE ADDICTIONS!!! WHY????? I am praying that God will look after her!!!!
