[calbear007]

Oh to see my wife in tears…tears of dispointment…pain…without saying a word…oh it’s killing me inside. She was in tears when she found out I gambled again after having made such a convincing promise to never gamble again. I had kept my promise for a while…until I suddenly relapsed and gambled out of control. Now I’m sitting in a dark room not knowing how my life will unfold…I don’t seserve her…I would make promises with my life not to gamble again…but who’s to trust me now? I have failed too many times…I had fought so hard to be gamble free for so long…now all of that effort is in vain…all the previous gambling episodes are coming to life to haunt me again…Oh this cold and lonesome feeling…
All i can do is start again…counting the days to put gambling days behind me…
I’m a generous and caring person…i feed the homeless and i help out friends in need…why is this happening to me?

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