When you posted that you had a bit of spare cash I made the connection and felt there was a risk that you would gamble with it. And you did. It isn’t fun Liz. Having spare cash for me means renewal, travel and being on a mission to make life better. Gambling will never do it. It just never will. I treat myself to nice things. These will never take the place of t he people and relationships in my life but t hey sure the hell bring me some positive energy. Even at 61 it isn’t over. Challenging maybe but there is life there to be grabbed. And we can never find any happiness in pumping our hard earned cash into a machine.
