I wish I would have come to the site more often like I was, I was doing so well almost 2 months gamble free and my holidays triggered it.  I was feeling pretty good but like alot of you have said its one day at a time for the rest of your life.  I’m so lucky I have alot of you for support, I’m looking for a sponsor, so I’m hoping someone from this site and help me out, I know there are members that have been GF for a few years now, so if you can please guide me to freedom it would be a blessing.  I look forward to all replies, start again from square one this time I’m a firm believer I can do this, I know what triggers it (time off work) know for Christmas break.  Thanks to all, talk to you all soon.