[Jarvisja]

I emailed her fair asking for a bonus and got £50 so had a gamble and lost it. Technically I haven’t lost anything but I still have he same feeling as I would if it were my money. I’m counting down until Friday when I’ll have money.. if I can just give my mum £100 or buy something before I gamble then I’ll be ok no matter the out come. I just don’t want to lose it all at like 1am as soon as I’m paid.