Havent been here in awhile. Just wanted to update everyone that I am continuing to live a gamble free life of 11+months with my 1 year date coming up on 9/2. Been doing alot of vacationing with my wife and kids (getting ready to go camping as i type this) and living a clean gamble free life. Still get the occassional urge to play poker, but learned good lessons on how to put those in check. Simply not worth the risk of losing all I have. Dont miss the stress of my addiction and thru alot of very hard work i am enjoying the rewards. Got a little money saved in the bank, and am putting it to positive things. Hope all is well with everyone, and pray for those still in the grips of this horrible addicition that you find the courage soon to truly surrender to it like I did and seek proper counseling that works best for you.