[bonobo1]

Hi all,

I will be 30 years old this summer.

I always liked to gamble and win; losing is something I hate. Whether it was pugs, hockey games, quizzes, I hated to lose. I discovered online poker when I was 20 years old and I might have lost a few 100$ on it. It really started when I was 23 years old, I might have lost 2 k over there.

My problem is that I always made a lot of money working and I spent it too much on Gambling. Since 2007, I probably lost somewhere near 25k, adding 3k from yesterday. It was unbelievable. I bet 1000$ on a soccer game 1 week ago and I swore to myself that it was the LAST online gamblingEVER. I won 1300$ with that bed. Nonetheless, yesterday I lost another 3k on some silly silly soccer games. I am so fed up. I don,t even know what to do. I am not thinking about suicide or staying home for one week, but i am fed up of it.

Plus, now, I DON’T KNOW if I should hurry up and pay my debts right away (I have the money in my bank account) or say F**** IT and just pay monthly payments (with interests) on 64 months. What would you do? I really don’t want to take 3000$ from my bank account to pay right away.

Thanks all for the support

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