[SirAntoine]

I have always been dreaming about making a lot of money. I am 18 years old and I am still studying. I have quite good marks, I am working out daily and studying hard. My aim is to be happy, but I can’t “find” happiness. I pursue my career to get a job that I want to earn a lot of money. It is my main aim… I think that it is going to bring me happiness. I feel that I am happy only when I bet. I have never managed to withdraw money. It is like depositing , for example 100$ and going up to 2000 $ – 5000 $ and losing it. I was in situation like that several times. Sometimes I even do not manage to win and I am trying again. That is my problem. Today I had deposited 30 $ and managed to win 1000 $ but I finally lost it (I am betting mainly tennis) . I think that it is the end. It is not the right way to become rich. Once or even twice I closed my account for a month, I had struggled hard and later began to bet again. Today I blocked my all accounts (every site that I used) for a period of 5 years. I am miserable and now I will not be able to bet – it made me happy… I am looking forward any opinions. (hope that You have understood me, English is not my native language)

[slotjunkie]

You have made the right decision on closing those accounts. My poison is slots so i banned myself from the two local casinos in my state. Your life will get better as long as you don’t make a bet just for today. My gambling program I attend has a motto slow but steady. It is great that you are realizing your problem while you are still young. Just remember to take your recovery One Day At A Time. Slotjunkie

[SirAntoine]

Thanks, I really appreciate it your comment. It means a lot to me and I need to know that I am not the only one that struggle. The good thing is that I do not have anything that I have to pay off. I believe that it is the right time to stop it and I really hope that I will succeed …

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