Thank you for that. While I know all of that information as I’ve read many articles and self-help books, not to mention the therapy, yet I continue to go back as there is noone to stop me.

I live alone; my children are busy with their own lives and dealing with mom’s issues are far more scary than life, so when I feel depressed, I wiped out my savings.

I am so destructive. Sometimes I wonder if taking pills would be easier, but I won’t. My children are far too important for me to do that to them. So not to worry in case you were wondering.

Thank you Kin for posting.