[mrsc2017]

Hi

I’m new although have been an addict for around 8ish years.

I do okay sometimes weeks /months years and then I’m back to day 1 again.

I keep it a secret from everyone, I sometimes tell someone what I done a month or two later.

I hide it from my husband aswell. It’s not great and it’s stressful.

Always at night time I do it, I already have gamstop but found a new way to get on sites. I don’t know what else I can do.

I had saved several grand up and literally just spunked it all tonight, I’m absolutely gutted actually. As I didn’t think I had cleared my account. As most had gone I thought oh well what’s another 500!!!

Madness when you sit and read it. Money that could have paid for my family holiday, a new car just gone instantly. I’m so angry at myself.

[Auteur]

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