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Hi everyone,
I have been reading here for a long time now, and have learned so much from you wonderful people!
I have finally decided to start a journal b/c I really feel like I cannot do this alone anymore. I started gambling (online slots and real casinos), a year ago when my mom passed away. I haven’t gambled since 4/27/12… mostly because I don’t have the funds. I hate that I love to gamble and feel like there isn’t anything more exciting, but I hate the remorse, sick feeling and guilt after a day of gambling.
Today, I’m having a really hard time (family problems) and would love to just sit in front of a machine and zone out but I know I can’t. Anyway, I thought maybe if I wrote some of my feelings down it my help me.
Thank you for reading.
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