[kieran98]

Hi guys I’ve had a read of phoenixrisings recovery story on here and it made me feel abit better about myself. You all may not think my situation is bad at all but it’s been effecting me mentally.

I have always bet since 18, not bad at all though, maybe once when I lost a bit on the horses. Anyways I was never interested in slots or the usual table games.

However recently I started playing live casino roulette. I lost a full weeks wage playing it, then next payday I went again. I won 2 grand. I don’t have much money in my savings so I almost tripled the amount in my savings with this money. However I have put it all back in and some more leaving my savings very bare.

I can’t stop returning to these websites, I have signed upto gamstop and all sorts but you can get on the casinos which don’t have gamstop. Anyways it’s really been affecting me as a person, all I can think about is the next spin. Even waking up sometimes at 2 in the morning, while my girlfriend is asleep next to me because I don’t want to admit to her how I lost everything that I had won, when up for work for six and playing roulette until then losing hundreds of pounds. I’m down to the last k in my savings. And I have a 7.5k loan to pay off. Which is for a car not gambling purposes.

Little things like making bait for work or going to the toilet, and my girlfriend asks where I am because I think I’m that time I can deposit and put another spin on, roulette truly is awful, I need to think about how it makes me feel before going on it.

I’m going to try and go cold turkey on the gambling, before it spirals out of control. I’m going to aim for day by day and see how I go. Wish me luck. Any advice would be welcomed!

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