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Oh to see my wife in tears…tears of dispointment…pain…without saying a word…oh it’s killing me inside. She was in tears when she found out I gambled again after having made such a convincing promise to never gamble again. I had kept my promise for 7 years…until I suddenly relapsed and gambled out of control. Now I’m sitting in a dark room not knowing how my life will unfold…I don’t seserve her…I would make promises with my life not to gamble again…but who’s to trust me now? I have failed too many times…I had fought so hard to be gamble free for 7 years…now all of that effort is in vain…all the previous gambling episodes are coming to life to haunt me again…Oh this cold and lonesome feeling…
All i can do is start again…counting the days to put gambling days behind me…
I’m a generous and caring person…i feed the homeless and i help out friends in need…why is this happening to me?
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