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Well I have been on here a few times as a lurker over the past few years. I am here now to say I am just tired. Tired of doing the same thing. Tired of ending up in the same place. Tired of living like this. Not sure what happens now admitting that I am sick of it. But here nonetheless. I lose everything, play until it is ridiculous and have lost EVERYTHING. Really? What is wrong with me? It is not new, not that I don’t do the same thing over and over again. Really what is wrong with me? I know better, I am smarter, me I do the same thing over and over. Jesus. Ridiculous.
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Hi there, I only joined today. Like yourself I keep asking why do I always end up after having high hopes that I’ll stop feeling like I do today after another loss. We can’t rationalise it, it’s a compulsion to bet and get that buzz. No one knows my problem so this is my only outlet, there’s nothing wrong with you, or me, we just need to find route , path or ways to deal with urges so we don’t keep falling back to square one. It won’t be easy but let’s try , just posting feels like a huge step
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