[irishlad78]

i dont like going on about myself so i’ll try and keep this short so not to put anyone to sleep,:).yet again tonight ive hit a real low point,ive blew the lot in the hope of pulling myself out of the hole im in but again it didnt work!every low point is getting lower and the light is much more distant.ive been a serious gambler since 2003 since then blowing thousands.i accept and know i have a problem but its getting to the cut off point and finally saying i dont gamble anymore.difficult one when ive literally had a bet running 24/7 for years but i know i have to before something really gives.it has me drained mentally,rather emotional,low esteem and low confidence………….but i know if i had a decent win now i would be on a roll again which is just wrong mentally…on a positive note i know im cabable deep down of beating this,,its just getting from point a to b that im lost in…thanks if you took the time to read this,,if i go into various other aspects of life which quite possibly are all linked to the addiction i would most likely bore the online world so i wont.ive put more in a few sentences here than ive ever spoke to someone face to face about it…thanks again..:)

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