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Hello, I am Sami, a compusive gambler! I have accepted that gambling has gotten me beat!! I have given so much of my time, energy,life, and money to an establishment that has no use for me! I have been thinking of ways in which I can fill this void in my life. Today, I made a decision to log here as often as possible and just type my feelings, my thoughts, and my days progress. At least here, I feel safe– safe from the harm I know I can cause my family, myself, my life. In two months my daugher will turn 18. For 16 1/2 of her years I was a GREAT mommy to her. I have not been that great mommy to her in the past 1 1/2 years. I was here for her when she was so sick- she still is a sickly person — but the last 5 weeks– her health has been great. I know I am blessed to have her- she is such a great kid and a great person! I have taken so much from her — so much that a lot of it will not be able to be replaced– and some will take time to replace. I am hoping this journal will show my growth during my time of not gambling. Hope you all keep have a great recovery! See you soon–
SamiOne day at a time!!! Trust in the Lord.
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