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Hi,
I am 39 Years old married with 2 kids. I have been gambling for 10 years. I tried to stop by myself but could not do it. I don’t gamble frequently. But when i do , i lose whatever amount i have with me at the time. I lost all my savings. I have done all types of gambling mostly. It all started with online casino. Then i did sports bet plus casino visits. Then i did day trading which is pure gambling and lost. I told my wife about my gambling 2 years back and she is very helpful till now. I relapsed 6 months back and this time i told my father about my problem. He was also helpful and I thought my worst days are over. But the gambling with control thought always resurfaces. I got some amount 20 days back. Till i saw the amount i planned to invest the amount in shares. The minute i got it, i don’t know what happened. I jumped into day trading and lost the money in 1 week. I lost all the trust my wife and family have on me.

Gambling makes you sick. It makes you to lie. It only gives you false hope. It always destroy your peace of mind and destroy your family. Whatever money you get from gambling is from countless amount of sin and crying from destroyed families.

I have closed my 2 credit cards and i gave my only active Credit card to my wife which has EMI, and will close it after the debt is paid. I have also gave my debit cards to her and also asked her to change the password for my bank details. I do not want to handle money directly. Without my wife’s support, i don’t know what would have happened to me. She is my guardian angel. I am forever indebt to her. I don’t want to cause more pain and sufferings to my family.

I am gamble free for 6 days. I will win this gambling monster and lead a normal life.
You die once but you gotta live every second of your life. Life Happily. Peace.

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