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My father is a CG but our outside facade to the world doesn’t show it.  Hes very educated, has an excellent job, people always thought I was spoiled and had everything (little did they know, right?).  Hes functional Monday-Friday but when the weekend comes hes off to the races and all he does is lose. 
Now that I am in my mid 20s and thinking about settling down I am plagued by the idea that I really dont deserve the perfect man because with me comes my problem father.  Why would a perfect guy want to be with me when I have so many problems that come with the package?  Who would even want to be with someone who has this type of situation going on behind closed doors- its like a liability. 
Has anyone else ever felt this way? 
 

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