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been a while since ive been on here. wishes i had because i probably wouldnt of been as stupid as i have been lately.i feel im losing the plot and my gambling is totally out of control ive tried everything to stop but every time i do it i seem to be worse. my mrs is somehow still with me but god knows how im making her life a misery with my gambling and that hurts more than anything but it still doesnt seem to stop me. i lose all our hard earned money every month gambling and its ruining me. i feel ill now ive just wasted all our money but the same thing happens every month. i thought i could beat this addiction but no matter how hard i try to stop i always end up in the same position. im really not sure what to do anymore i feel helpless. i know when i gamble its gunna end in tears but still do it. ive had gamblock on my pc ive not got a bank card my partner has access to all our money but i still manage to lose every penny every month through lieing and being devious. i know most of you who read this have been in the same place but i have no idea how i can stop. hope i havnt bored anyone cos youve probably seen similur stories like this all the time but ive really had it with gambling but it always vomes back to haunt meand its ruining my life and i have no idea how things will get better.im dreading telling my mrs ive done it yet again lost all the money.
cheers Matt
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