[3raser]

I think the weekends are harder as the week used to be full of so many distractions that I used to urge the weekend here so that I could gamble constantly without work etc, there are also so many more matches to choose from. I used to go to bed early so that Saturday would be here quicker.
The self exclusion was crucial as I wouldn’t even think of humiliating myself by trying to sneak in. I wouldn’t have done that if Charles hadn’t been so demanding in chat haha
Your journey was the first one to give me hope.
I hope your new year is positive and full of strength