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Yes Steev i have the same thought right now, i want to stay away from gambling because it will make things worse. I have a deep pain inside me. You understand this pain, in fact both pains. I have to deal with gambling addiction and try to stay away from it and in the same time deal with this huge pain of break up. If i add the army and my college man this is too much. I feel that i will colapse sooner or later. So many tears there is a huge pressure inside me and i do not know to do right now. Oufff these days are so difficult every minute. Take care guys, Never give up