Yes and yes music is still a passion, i listen to all kinds of music and it helps. I love different styles of music from all over the world.
Tonight was fine until i accidentally put my hand into a pile of superglue that my daughter had spilled on her drawer. I totally panicked and caused a lot of drama. Feel so bad for my family right now, i normally wouldnt react like this but this gambling stop is affecting me in ways i couldnt imagine. I seriously thought i was going to pass out for a moment as i tried to wash it off. Like really i know that water and glue doesnt go hand in hand but ive lost all my sensibility. Feels like im walking on needles.
Anyhow i have apologized to everyone for causing such a drama and theyre all fine now, but im not. On a positive note i really dont feel like gambling now as i never wanna go through this again.