Woke up with a message from my brother about some “people” I need to meet to pay back a debt. I have had to tell him it needs to be rolled over until next week. Nothing to be done about it. It is not a good situation and brings home the truth about my current financial situation.
I get so tired of worrying and stressing over money. In the end what does it all mean ? Sick feeling in my stomach over the issue. Have been on detox since returning from Denmark. Not had a drink the past week and half. So my head is clear. Just need to have zero slips no matter if it is only a few quid! My mental state can NOT cope with it.
I am hating my situation this morning. Hating it I could scream ahhhh!!!! But I will be a good boy and focus on work. Have removed my email from a few more casino email lists where they “entice” you with so called freebies. Somehow I know I wont gamble the next few days at least which is something. Onwards!