White knuckling can be very stressful, Andy.
Try to let each hour pass; let the emotions pass too. Everything passes. Nothing lasts forever.
Set up a Plan for payday.
Don’t allow yourself access to your salary while you are still holding your breath
The outcome will end in tears.
Take a fool’s advice and do not handle money now.
I have lost every salary that I earned plus every cent I would borrow on the strength of it.
Gambling does that to us. Deceives us into believing we can “go and have some fun!”. That’s false , Andy. Once we cross that CG line, there is no going back.
Going back to prove I might be right has lead to my downfall.
Over and out
