[butchugly]

Well I’ve made it through today.. My partner is home from work. My house is clean!! And ive sorted through odd socks that haven’t been paired for ages. Had a bag full of them. I haven’t wanted to gamble today. Probably because I’ve found something useful… And.. Beneficial. Feeling quite good about what I’ve done today.. Instead of bad if I had gambled. Still angry at myself though. One step closer eh?