Hi joerdj
I want you to consider something
“Back to 1 again“
When you started to walk but fell over did your family say hes walking… No hes not walking
when you were at school and got an answer wrong did you go back a year
All through our lives we’ve learnt through mistakes, Recovery is a process or learning about ourselves, our traits, our perceptions, our characters… everything we are, say or do can impact our recovery its a learning curve that your relatively new too.
You say “Without gambling I’m fine, but as soon as I start I can not stop. So the solution is to not start.”
This to me sounds like a lesson many have to learn… this isn’t back to day one you’ve just passed a new milestone in your recovery